Love can't exist.

The one where I hate on Ian.

Fri, 30 Oct 2009 03:36:27 GMT

Bad bad bad day. But also good.

First, I am not a dumping ground for you bullshit. It's been so hard not to talk to you these past few days and then you just text me that, yeah, that girl just used me and wah wah wah make me feel better by telling me how much you want to blow me. YOU JUST USED ME. Of course I allowed it, but still.

Second, I like you, I almost think that if we dated I could love you, but you don't have the same feelings for me and I broke it off. But now you have to come back into my life and unload your girl troubles on me. Alexa was right, you can't just run back to me everytime you need comfort. Date me, or leave me alone.

I have nothing more to say. No picture.

Stay up too late and I'm too thin

Thu, 29 Oct 2009 03:18:45 GMT

I have a feeling that most of the blogs that I'm going to do are going to be done around 11.

Today was actually a very nice day. I saw almost everyone I love here. Alexa, Devaun, Shelby, Trent, Steph, Azuray, Ian, Lellia, Camden. The only one I didn't see was Elana. I met two new awesome people Kevin and Katie, and saw a few I really wish I didn't, Kris and Ian.

Is it weird that I want to date Ian but my ex-boyfirend's name is Ian? IDK!?!?!

I'm going home tomorrow, yay!

This is where I live. Picture by me.

Hey lover boy, oh now do you believe me?

Wed, 28 Oct 2009 03:11:15 GMT

Wow, I am really getting this in under the wire! It's about 11, which means that I only have an housr untill this day is over. Nothing really exciting went on, I did laundry....whooooo. My friend Shelby was having a bad day so me and Alexa went and bought her food and a milkshake, I'm a good friend who only knows how to comfort people by buying them things.

I am missing the sex that came with the whole talking to Ian thing. I miss him and it's hard not to try and contact him. This is going to take a while before I am fully over it I think. But I think that I'm doing the right thing, right? I don't know, it feels right and wrong at the same time.

Camera's still in Steph's room so here is a beautiful picture.

Restart.

Mon, 26 Oct 2009 19:30:43 GMT

I am restarting.

My life is going to change weather I want it too or not. I am on a personal mission for myself. 365 days of my life are going to be recorded here no matter what. It's not likely that anything will happen that will be very interesting, but I want to change my life and make it interesting. I promise myself that I will write at least a few words and post a picture everyday.

This is my way of starting over.

As of right now my life is not very cool, I have friends and I am attending college. But to actually attend college you have to go to class, I am going to work on that.